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Wednesday, 7 October 2015


Look at a piece of coal, it would never occur to you that this very coal will transform into diamond one day. There is no essential difference between coal and diamond. The elements in a lump of coal are the same as those in a diamond. Passing through a process taking thousands of years, coal becomes diamond.

But coal is not considered important. When coal is kept in a house, it is kept at a  place where it cannot be seen by guests whereas diamonds are the worn around necks or on the breasts so that everybody can see them. Diamonds and coals are the same but there seems to be no visible relation between them, that they are two points on the journey made by the same element.

Friday, 2 October 2015


We had planned to meet finally after a long sessions of flirting and phone sex. She had her reservations but still I convinced her for a date somehow. We were to meet tomorrow morning at 7.30  so we decided to sleep that night not extending our sexting hours and meet each other tomorrow fresh and charged. I had asked her to wear a skirt. She said, ok, she will see. I was excited thinking about things that were about to happen in a few hours to come. I buried my excitement in the backyard of my mind and went to sleep.

I woke up in the morning and brushed 3 times in case if a kiss happens, I didn’t want to spoil our first kiss and in the worst scenario didn’t want myself to be responsible for it. I bathed for a bit longer and as I came out, I checked my phone. She had pinged me on whatsapp, she was out of her house and was asking me, how long it would take , I said in 15-20 minutes, I would be there. I put on my undies, shirt and jeans in a hurry, sprayed perfume all over and started my bike and within minutes, the cool breeze of a wonderful morning was touching my face, soon the cool breeze turned into violent storms hitting my face, making tears gush out of my eyes as i speeded up, desperate to meet her.

And as I was on my way, the sky opened and the clouds blessed me with light showers. It started raining slowly, I was not ready to slow down, for the urge to meet her was high and I didn’t want to be late on my first date. I let the drops fall on my face and let them wet me. I speeded up and as I was crossing shahpura, I had a look at it and fell in love with what I saw, “ A beautiful lake spread till infinity and rain drops falling in it from a open and clear sky”.  My heart was riding in joy, romance in my heart was resonating in the atmosphere to, making me ecstatic.

As I reached the place, I parked my bike and walked towards a nearby bus stand. I called her and asked her, where she is. She said, on the way, will reach in 5 minutes. I waited for her, drenched in rain. My shirt was wet, though my undies and jeans were spared, it was not raining that heavily. But enough to make you get high on romance….i waited for her…..

I saw a car coming towards me, the car stopped and the glass came down. I looked inside, she was sitting inside. It was the first time we were meeting, she looked much beautiful as compared to her pictures n dp’s.  She invited me in, I went and sat beside her very excited thinking about the stuff that we would do in a short while.  She asked me, where should we go, what’s the plan. Outside, it was raining and here I was inside a car with a girl who was extremely sexy. I felt a slight erection in my pants, I asked her to drive towards the lake. For in this morning rains, driving beside the lake would be a blissful experience.

The drive began and as she was driving, I noticed she was quite nervous and shy. She had great hairs, I wanted to play with them, I wanted to hold her hands but her hands were busy changing gears. We started talking about our lives, about our hopes, our aspirations and how we fell for each other. She told me about how her MBA plans got foiled because the bank didn’t pass her loan on time. I talked about my job, my dreams, my aspirations, all the while looking at her face. As we talked, I was curious, why she was so nervous and wasn’t initiating anything. A curious me asked her, aren’t we doing anything today, we are talking for the past few minutes. What do you want, she said. A kiss at least and rest depends on your mood and space in the car, I said. She looked at me amazed and started giggling. I said, what, kiss me, she said, you are not going to get anything. I laughed, ok, a kiss on my cheeks then,. She said, no. I thought, she is so aggressive while sexting and suddenly she has turned into a shy girl out of nowhere. I was looking at her, her eyes were glued in the front as she swiftly moved her car towards our destination.

I saw her bare hands and ran my fingers through it, she pinched me hard. I got a red mark on my hands. O ghosh, she had long nails, she will tear my flesh while having sex, I thought. I saw her long hairs, tied neatly in a pony tail. I caressed her hairs and as I did that, she whispered, what are you doing ? . I said, nothing and moved aside her hairs, from her ears, her earrings looked beautiful, her bare neck was visible now and there was a mole their, a tiny one. I went ahead and kissed her there, she shivered. She said, what are you doing, people are looking at us. I laughed and said, park your vehicle somewhere, where no one would see what we two are doing. She said, “no I won’t” but I kept running my hands over her body. She herself began searching for lonely corners and we got one, she stopped her car and said, now do whatever you want to do but please do it fast before some one comes. I came near her, kissed her neck again, her ear lobes, her cheeks and came her lovely lips, we kissed and it was a bliss, I sucked her lips with passion, her lips were smooth and her smoothness turned my lips on, I sucked them and it was wonderful…I didn’t want the moment to end, I just wanted to get lost in it, I just wanted the needles of clock to stop there…..but then my hands moved down…towards her boobs and then and there itself..she pushed me back…I was like…hey what was that, won’t you allow me to touch them.  You won’t get everything on your first date, she said.

Time was up and she had to go home and I had to go to work too. So we began driving back to the place, where i had parked my bike. As we were on our way, I asked, shall I take a leave today. She smiled a bit and blushed a bit and then said, no need. She dropped me and as came out, we both looked at each other, I said, I love you and gave her a flying kiss. She stared at me with  a naughty smile and then turned the gears and went her way.

I went to my office and as I was working, I got her message, Liar, this cannot be your first kiss…ha ha ha ha ha…after reading it….i laughed aloud….

That night…we had phone sex though…

Thursday, 24 September 2015


Love is within every human being. it does not have to be brought in from somewhere. It is not something that has to be searched for somewhere. it is there. it is the very longing of life within everybody. it is the very fragrance of life within everybody. But it is trapped by high walls on all sides and is unable to manifest itself. All around it there are rocks, and the stream of love cannot spring up.

The search for love, the discipline of love is not something that you can go somewhere and learn.

A sculptor was working on a rock. Someone who had come to see how a statue is made saw no sign of statue, the person only saw a stone being cut here and there by a chisel and hammer.

"What are you doing?" the person inquired. " are you not going to make a statue? I have come to see a statue being made, but i only see you chipping stone."

The artist said," the statue is already hidden inside. There is no need to make it. Somehow, the useless mass of stone that is around it, has to be separated from it, and then the statue will manifest itself. A statue is not made, it is only discovered. It is uncovered, it is brought to light." 

Monday, 21 September 2015

Some relationships meet their end just after a kiss

Some relationships meet their end just after a kiss, one morning drive and few intimate sessions. Their lives are short lived, they meet, they text , they flirt, they sext, they date, they kiss. They blossom like flowers in a day spreading their beauty around and wither away the next day….sometimes we do think, was waking up all night, talking to her, giving all your time to her….was it worth it…..may be it was…may be it wasn’t……every relationship worth is counted by the number of kisses it gave you…the no. of intimate sessions… had….other wise…..everything is a waste.......nothing but a mirage…..

Sunday, 13 September 2015


My mind is bruised with so many arrows, sorrows piling up in my heart weighing my soul down. I have been betrayed a million times by my dear ones, I have been hurt a zillion times by my loved ones. The zest for life is no more in me, every time I sit to pray all I ask God is, if I have to live like this, why don’t you just take my life away and I shall happily come back to you. I am tired of shouting, I am tired of expressing my pain, I fall short of words, I stammer and there is gloom and sorrow written all over my face. People come and ask, hey what’s the matter with you, to them I don’t have anything to say for there are million reasons to cry and not a single reason to rejoice…………

Useless life it is……I am losing hope with each passing day…I am losing hope with every single moment…..

Friday, 11 September 2015


Something interesting: regarding those who believe and those who don't believe in God ! It stimulates our lateral thinking :

This lovely parable is from "Your Sacred Self" by Dr. Wayne Dyer.

In a mother’s womb were two babies. One asked the other: “Do you believe in life after delivery?”The other replied, “Why, of course. There has to be something after delivery. Maybe we are here to prepare ourselves for what we will be later.”

“Nonsense” said the first. “There is no life after delivery. What kind of life would that be?”

The second said, “I don’t know, but there will be more light than here. Maybe we will walk with our legs and eat from our mouths. Maybe we will have other senses that we can’t understand now.”

The first replied, “That is absurd. Walking is impossible. And eating with our mouths? Ridiculous! The umbilical cord supplies nutrition and everything we need. But the umbilical cord is so short. Life after delivery is to be logically excluded.”

The second insisted, “Well I think there is something and maybe it’s different than it is here. Maybe we won’t need this physical cord anymore.”

The first replied, “Nonsense. And moreover if there is life, then why has no one has ever come back from there? Delivery is the end of life, and in the after-delivery there is nothing but darkness and silence and oblivion. It takes us nowhere.”

“Well, I don’t know,” said the second, “but certainly we will meet Mother and she will take care of us.”

The first replied “Mother? You actually believe in Mother? That’s laughable. If Mother exists then where is She now?”

The second said, “She is all around us. We are surrounded by her. We are of Her. It is in Her that we live. Without Her this world would not and could not exist.”

Said the first: “Well I don’t see Her, so it is only logical that She doesn’t exist.”

To which the second replied, “Sometimes, when you’re in silence and you focus and listen, you can perceive Her presence, and you can hear Her loving voice, calling down from above.”
May be this was one of the best explanation to the theory of 'Afterdeath' and the concept of 'GOD' I have come across.

Thursday, 10 September 2015


We will all have to face many adversaries in our lives, but the most difficult to defeat will be the ones we fear.

We will always meet rivals in everything we do, but the most dangerous are those we believe to be our friends.

We all suffer when our dignity is wounded, but the greatest pain will be caused by those we thought were examples to be followed.

None of us can avoid meeting those who will betray and slander us, but we can drive away the evil before it shows its true face. Any excessively kind behaviour could betray a knife hidden behind the back and ready to be used.

Loyal men and women do not bother to show what they are like, because other loyal spirits understand their qualities and defects.

Beware of anyone who tries to please you all the time...........

And beware of the pain you can cause yourself by allowing a vile and cowardly heart to be part of your world. Once the evil has been done, there is no point in blaming anyone; it was the owner of the house who opened the door.

The most fragile the slanderer, the more dangerous his actions. Do not make yourself vulnerable to those weak spirits who cannot bear to encounter a strong spirit.

If someone confronts you over ideas and ideals, step up and accept the fight, because conflict is present in every moment of our lives and sometimes it needs to show itself in the broad light of day.

But do not fight in order to prove that you are right or to impose your ideas and ideals on someone else. Only accept the fight as a way of keeping your spirit clean and you will be spotless. 

When the fight is over, both side will emerge victorious, because they tested heir limits and abilities...........

To be continued...