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Friday, 12 February 2016


She called me today, after one long year. She had walked out of my life a year ago without any explanation. We were great friends, there were so many late night conversations between us, so much fun, so many songs but then all of a sudden she left one day. Without my knowledge, without informing leaving me quite confused and sad for several days. I inquired about her in her friend circle but no one had an answer where she was and what she was doing. But deep within i knew, wherever she was, she was doing good for herself. I was out of her life for some unknown reasons. I forgot about her and moved on in my life........and then came her call unexpectedly taking me by surprise. I couldn't recognize her voice but then two minutes into the conversation, i realized it was her but then deep within me there was anger somewhere, disgust filled within for her.She was not the angel i thought her to be, she was something else........i refused to recognize her....i acted as if i never knew her..i acted as if she was just a passer by who passed by me some months ago and that was the sweetest revenge i could ever take on her.....

Monday, 8 February 2016


A Depressed swimmer went to practice overnight. The lights were all turned off and moonlight was the only light. He climbed upto the highest diving board of the pool and extended his arms out. He noticed his shadow forming a cross shape. Instead of diving, he prayed to God to come into his life. Then suddenly someone came in to turn the lights on.

The swimmer knelt down and cried when he saw that the POOL HAS BEEN DRAINED FOR REPAIRS.........


I  am a disturbed man with so many things happening around me, I just find no peace, no time for my ownself.  I am constantly on a run, on a wild chase that leads me to nothing, and its driving me crazy. Crazy enough to make me go mad in despair, my heart screams a thousand times as my soul gets no rest. I keep hitting the writer’s block every night and I have no words to say, no feelings to express. I have turned into a corpse who is being tossed here and there as people around me wish too, bitches and dogs keep barking around me making it unbearable for me to live, to breathe. I am insulted everyday, I am defeated everyday. I am tired fighting, I am tired of living, if anyone could teach me to live again, to breathe life into a lifeless existence, to find time in timeless days, to find sleep in sleepless nights…………..O JESUS MY HEART SCREAMS…………

Sunday, 7 February 2016


Train, Beautiful fields, Dark tunnels, freshly cooked biryani, some great novels, unending waters of the ocean, long drives, Kuruva island, Elephants and monkeys, Bus trip, Parota and chicken, pyjama and tshirt, some confusions, Some errs, Energetic cousins, loving relatives, Cold drinks, shitty train food and a mallu gal…

End of the journey…….


When I was young and free and my imagination had no limits, I dreamed of changing the world.
As I grew older and wiser, I realized the world would not change and I decided to shorten my sights somewhat and change only my country but it too seemed immovable.

As I entered my twilight years, in one last desperate attempt, I sought to change only my family, those closest to me but alas they would have none of it.

And now here I lie in my death bed and realize,

Perhaps for the first time, that if only I had changed myself first,

Then by example I may have influenced my family and with their encouragement and support I may have bettered my own country.

And who knows, I MAY HAVE CHANGED THE WORLD……………….

Saturday, 6 February 2016


She was a lovely phase of my life.....when i am alone i always think...if i would want to marry would be she as a wife...i know if i sent a marriage proposal...she wont refuse but then i always feel if she is right...if she is the right one....the moments spend with her were awesome...but then she is a bit wicked and cunning...cruel too..its quite confusing at times to think like that but yeah she is sexy...seductive....I miss times...its good to miss her at times...

Tuesday, 2 February 2016


Next Time you are out,
Trying to Fuck,
the pain away,
Keep this in mind,
Happiness isn't,
Sexually Transmitted...........


Abandonment issues